To be... or not to be.

This post was inspired by Ying Ling's. (Yeah, yeah, i know. That's quite a lousy reason. Just keep your opinions to yourself. :P)

Ehem, hem, ok. I remember early in the year of 2009, i was panicking about the "ambitions" stuff, mainly because i saw my brother researching about the medical field all over the web. Also, he bought the "CoursesNOW" book, which made me even more desperate to decide on what field that would one day become a part of my life.

Well, throughout the years, i kept on writing "Doctor" at any ambitions column. Now.. I'm not so sure about it anymore. I don't fancy seeing any gruesome stuffs, let alone treating it. *shudders* Although, i do admit that i'm not scared of blood (*shrugs* What? It's just fluid which is red in color. =.= To Ying Ling: think of it as tomato sauce.)

During my childhood days, i was very interested in the medical field. I always liked helping people. (That's why i'm a member of the Red Cross in my school.) I was always chosen to be on duty if there was any sporting event at my school. Which made me quite happy to know that the teachers believed in me. (^-^) Psst.. also, it's a way for me to escape any sporting events that would require me to work my butt off. :P But hey, i have asthma, so that's another good excuse. :D

Anyhow, it's not every time that i'm interested in the medical field, as difficult as this is to admit. =_= Last time, i was interested to become a game designer. And well... my dad didn't really approve. Thinking back, i guess it was a waste of time, i would rather be doing something constructive for the community. Being a game designer, you cant be that sure if any specific company would agree or like your work, which made it more difficult. So, i decided to forget about it and try to use my talents to improve the world's health.

And when i entered the Science Stream this year, my Biology teacher, Pn. Hanijah, actually inspired me to become a Genetics Engineer. :D

I told my dad about it and he said that i had to be the "cream of the cake" (Or was it cherry? =.=?? It's something like that.) to survive in that field. It would take years to complete any given course related to it and he preferred me to not waste my time.

I spent the past few months thinking about it and one day my family suggested me this: PHARMACIST. And it really hit home, i realized that i was interested in that field too! ^^ Yay me! XD So, i had my goals set: to become a pharmacist. And nothing will change it!


In a nutshell, i guess that's all i want to share with all of you out there. =) Wish me luck!